Most of the people I know, myself included, and my beloved clients are still reeling from the impact of the March eclipses in Pisces. What's been coming up for 98% of those around me are toxic emotional loops. — "I thought I was done with this," — is the overriding refrain. A toxic feeling is one that makes you feel defective in some way, like you're not good enough, and there's something wrong with you. A toxic emotional loop occurs when one toxic feeling feeds into another and another, and so on and so on, and the next thing you know, you're older 'n dirt, twice as mean, and you just shouldn't leave the house.
Since this is something everyone experiences, and no it doesn't make you less spiritual, I decided toxic emotional loops would be the theme of this month's writing and magick. Another reason I decided it was a good subject for April is because when you break a toxic loop, there's a resurrection of a piece of self and soul that's been missing you, and that you've been missing.
Spring has always been about resurrection for me. Yes, I know renewal and rebirth are part of it, some say all, but to me, it always comes back to resurrection. Renewed and warmed by the sun, eternal nature resurrects and She is re-born. Like eternal nature, our souls are eternal, and like eternal nature, we resurrect again and again. Of love, by love, for love.
Have a healing month. Much love, Kat
April's affirmation: I cherish me. I am gentle and kind to myself. Tarot Card for April: The Star Card - Renewed hope and faith