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New moon tomorrow, 5/22/20, 1:39 pm. EST in Gemini. Dark dark moon today, 5/21/20, tides way low. 22 is a master builder number, everything is retrograde, Mercury, Saturn, Venus. An overall desire to have fun, to play, to make light; yet, a serious undertow of the desire to build, to create something new, something extraordinary. Old expectations, old judgments of self loosen like snake skin. Once upon a time I told a friend that I felt like I was beating my head against a wall. So stop, he said, which was mind bending, because it never occurred to me that I could stop beating my head against the wall. I am thinking of the time I told my therapist, Wise Joe, that someone had hurt my feelings. He said, so don't let them. Hand to God, I felt like my head was going to explode.
With this new moon, there is a budding and undeniable awareness that you don't have to stay in futile battles, and you don't have to let others hurt you, over and over. Futile battles are battles that you can’t possibly win. Expecting someone to understand your why, your reasons, can be a futile battle. Letting someone hurt you over and over again is learned behavior. There is nothing natural or organic or noble about it. To break the patterns, hold the question of how, don’t attach to finding an answer, and live happily for the next three months in the process of not knowing. Willingness is involved. Think conception, to conceive, think seed, seeding. Think fun surprises, an unexpected gift, the sweet blossoming.
The Age of Aquarius is in full swing. The Age of Aquarius has nothing to do with peace, love, and hippie beads. This is a gross misrepresentation. Peace, love, and hippie beads are Pisean. Pisces is a water sign. Aquarius is an air sign. The Aquarian Age is about systems; collective systems, organizing systems, detachment, and electricity. The machine. A foundation built on logic and pragmatism. I do not want to see a world built on the foundation of cold, hard, logic. I want a world build on a foundation of love with cold, hard logic as one of the nails.
We live in a world where human beings are on their knees to the economy; an economy created by man for men, while shooting skeet and eating roast duck. (I kid you not) The overwhelming control economics exerts over life and living is a given in all of our lives. For over 40 years, I’ve been told that the solutions to the issues that the planet and humanity face, lie in market driven solutions, which is utter bullshit. Now, I am being told that technology, not the economic markets, can solve the world’s problems. Again, utter bullshit. Technology is every bit as market driven as the current economy and I don’t imagine for one red hot minute it will be used to serve the needs of humanity and the planet. 5G? Seriously? We all live in a microwave machine, a microwave machine, a microwave machine.
Technology is a remarkable tool for connecting and connection, but its real power is in controlling the narrative and influencing the masses. Controlling the masses is the end goal of technology and its leaders. Happy to be a beta, Brave New World, that kind of thing and if you don’t know what that means look it up. Aquarian traits include actively hating being told what to do and rebellion against anyone and anything that restricts them. The response during the Piscean Age was “it’s cool man,” hippie-ish stuff. I’m not saying there wasn’t anger, think anti-war marches but that anger is nothing like the anger we’re going to see in the Aquarian Age. The anger we’re witnessing now, the rage, is violent and it’s going to get worse. Martial law and an increasing totalitarianism will be the result.
Keeping in mind the center no longer holds, people are scared out of their minds and trying to impose the old ways, the old systems, on the resulting chaos. Ergo the mass acceptance of Qanon, the white enraged AK 47 carrier, and little dick militias. The other side of the Aquarian Age, the light side, has to do with a brand new archetype forming: namely life artists. Creators and co-creators dedicated to scraping away the layers of being and uncovering the humane, the intrinsic embodied divine. A new age of enlightenment – humanity and planet first. The life artist recognizes he/she/they are the canvas, and his/her/their life is the paint. The life artist recognizes that his/her/their creations are not static; they are ever moving, evolving. Creation has its seasons.
The life artist understands the power of co-creation, and the intrinsic divine that is the tribe of humanity, together as One, embodied. Becoming each other’s guardian angels. In the midst of all of this, pragmatic idealism, great good humor, right use of judgment will kill off toxic non-judgment. All for one and one for all? No. That’s not happening. The divisions between people will continue to grow. The times they are demanding. Life artists will offer another way to live without broadcasting it. This is not about brands or branding, thank God.
Best of new moon y’all, pour vinegar down the drains and spritz your front door with rosewater. Everything’s retrograde so trying to speed up this, that, and the other thing up is futile. Cinnamon toast calls.
Live loud, love fierce, and suffer no fools. Kat x0x0x0
art - remdios varo
Anger is an appropriate response to a boundary violation. The torture and rape of the humane, and all that is humane, is a boundary violation. Inhumane policies are created and supported by elected officials - puppets of the oligarchy. An oligarchy is a small group of people (the 1%) who have control of the United States. The oligarchy stays in power by controlling the narrative. Divisiveness works quite well for them. Divisiveness backed by God, by Jesus, works even better.
Woke up angry re: the evil brilliance and utter effectiveness of controlling the narrative, the toxically non-judgmental, and bad compromises. I was angry over the fact that 98% of the people have no fucking idea how capitalism works, and dickless white boys with big guns now have a say over what opens, what doesn't open, and what stays open. Have very little hope for my beloved country today and its ugly waters i'm surfing. Please don't write me and tell me to vote blue. I've never stopped voting blue, I've been an activist since the 70's, and writing politics for 15 years. The themes remain the same; all rooted in starve the beast, and the beast my darlings is on its knees.
There is nothing mystical about evil. I watch it play out everyday - kids in cages, for profit health care, yet another pipeline, yet another young black man shot for no reason, children trafficked for sex, and the nightmare of 5G. The list goes on. People will do most anything to feel safe; they'll deny what's happening, they'll rise above, they'll get more spiritual so they can live with what no human being should have to live with. They'll collude with the choices the bully (oligarchy) gives them thinking taking the one that offers human beings crumbs from the table is a good compromise. But it's not a good compromise. The lesser of two evils will never be a good compromise because it keeps the bully in power. I am blessed to be around clear-sighted people who fight back.
Resistance takes many forms. Occupy Wall Street, the March after the Parkland Shooting, Moral Mondays in North Carolina. Re-membering the pieces of self splintered off by life - the heart so shattered it may never love or allow itself to be loved again. Continuing to make art and refusing to let anyone or anything destroy your experience of beauty and love and gut busting laughter. Stepping away from the hooks of the idiot's argument. I think the ultimate resistance though, has to do with committing one's life to uncovering what it means to be humane and what it means to act humanely. Refuse to offer your humanity up for sacrifice.
Live loud, love fierce, and suffer no fools.
Katherine Manaan - Political Witch
Art - Malak Mattar
4/21/2020 daily ingredients: blessed new moon. 10:26 pm est in taurus. radical healing. the vibratory dance between the sacred masculine and the sacred feminine. place hands on your heart chakra. imagine the energy spirals towards the back, into the spine. feel the energy of the heart chakra in the vertebrae. odd sensation, some discomfort. experience life through the skin - embody, embody, embody. bring it in and open. love your unspeakable - hint: start with compassion. that survival gets in the way of love is an illusion. leaving fear based relationships behind. leaving fear based anything that has hooks in you behind. masks come off and truth edits. inhabit your odd. refuse to fit for other's comfort.
so much love, kat x0x0x0
art: dorothea tanning
Healing Updates: Bumping into 5D energies I AM NOT SPEAKING ABOUT 5G which is a nightmare for all of us. 5D are 5th dimension energies.
Today is Sharon's 17th day. i will continue to work on her for 21 days because i think it takes 21 days for covid to work its way through the body. then i think you need 2 weeks after that to re-boot. not sure what the reboot entails...yet. will let you know when i'm there.
On the 15th and 16th day Sharon was feeling better than she'd felt in a long, long time. I could hear the relief in her voice, and the sassy coming back. Sharon felt so good yesterday she put a bra on under her shirt, waved to her son-in-law through the window, when he came to mow her lawn, and ate beef ravioli and popcorn for dinner. Her tummy is douched today. At first I thought it was a set back, because when I put my hands on her I saw the covid spikes. As I worked on her though, I realized it's not a set back - it's what she ate. When she eats clean, baked chicken and some kind of pasta/rice/couscous she's ok. She did have the tummy thing that IS part of covid, but that's not what it was this morning.
Do you remember cartoon characters who see something scary and the color drains out of them. head, neck, shoulders chest, arms, belly, hips, legs? It's a very linear drain out the feet. That's what I've seen working on Sharon. The covid has moved right through her body; it's done with the area through which it moved, but whatever it touched is left weakened. The virus is programmed to attack the immune system. this is fucking up a lot of healers and traditional medical people who think a strong immune system and higher energetic frequency is the pretty much the answer to everything. it's definitely not the answer to covid. there i've said it. healthy and unhealthy people will get covid. spiritual people and atheists will get covid. satan worshippers have as good a chance at surviving covid as a mother teresa type. every time i read of a successful recovery i am beyond happy. ECMO machines are having some success with the dying. i cry every time i hear of another death.
Propolis throat spray continues to work well for covid cough. Proprolis extract in the nose is supposed to be a good preventative. i get mine from Swanson vitamins. castor oil paks continue to rule when it comes to lung pain. melatonin for sleep stops some of the nastier covid dreams. Zinc was part of the original chloroquine testing. the chloroquine was the carrier for the zinc. as per the tests it was the zinc that destroyed the covid. the chloroquine without zinc was useless. i don't know what the answer is and i'm having a hard believing a lot of the crap i'm reading from both doctors and alternative people...... but, it seems to me if some doctors are telling me the same drug that works on malaria and lupus works on covid, I'd like to know what all three of these diseases have in common, that would allow the drug to work. This is a logical question for which I can find no answers. And if zinc does destroy the virus surely there is another way to get zinc into the cells that doesn't involve chloroquine.
I have found that working with 5D frequencies on areas that the covid has passed through is quite effective. not sure what the result will be but it's effective, meaning you feel/see/sense the healing happening. i am also finding that 5D is really effective for any stage of covid, which i didn't not know before. keep your root; i cannot stress that enough. otherwise you're a sailboat without a center board, well-intentioned and ineffective..
What 5D looks like to me is an open dome made of lines of light. At the hub of the dome is pulsing light, holy light. from the hub lines of energy bend away and down. it's like standing under an umbrella watching the holy, rain down around you. 5D is absolutely accessible. you can work with it, but not bend it to your will. pure love, utterly neutral and impossible to influence. in my experience so far you don't run 5D through your body; you run the vibratory dance between 5D and earth energy. i am going to try running it through body and see what happens. "witch in saugerties explodes!"
To meditate with 5D, first i make sure my root is strong.(Always, like an umbilical chord) and then energetically rise to the center of the dome. The crown chakra attaches to the pulsing hub/middle of the dome. the balancing between the earth vibration and the 5 D is where the healing is. It feels amazing. Hold still, give over. Earth energy and 5D are conscious energies, very much alive, each with their own dance. They do not mingle, the magnetic vibration between them creates a dance. Human beings are the bridge for that dance.
To absentee heal with 5D, I drop a root, connect to the hub through the crown chakra and the vibratory energy between if earth and 5D flows out my hands. Actually it feels like it flows out of my entire body. Sometimes I see myself standing under the dome, contained by the dome, the patient on a massage table before me. the entire image is infused with the vibratory dance. I've no idea where i'm going with the 5D stuff. oh well.😉
let's see. what i'm seeing in my patients when they start to feel better - they shift/focus forward, they think future, they think actions. when a patient is in this place I see an energy shape come from the being, pulling the rest of the being forward. think solid body, think energy shaped like the body pulling out and forward, but it's still attached to the body. when covid symptoms are alive, but appear to be waning, and the energy moves out to move forward it boomerangs back hard. i think this is why people say covid fucks with your head, you're feeling better, you start to move forward and it snaps back hard it saps your strength. maybe the 2 week reboot has got to have something to do with stopping the boomerang something to do with the 2 week reboot. i don't know, yet. again, if you're working on someone with covid, whose symptoms are active, you really really really need to do it ever day and you need to be working in light.
Even though I don't think the strength of my immune system will stop me from getting covid, I am still dedicated to keeping my immune system as strong as possible. I do a lot of super B's, at least 5000 mg of vit c a day, cal mag, cal d, chlorella, and astragalus. getting a little squirrely here in saugerties, i wake up and think oh fuck this is still going on and I miss hugging people and being hugged. Goddess i knows I am not terminally unique. I look at paintings, I have a few favorite painters whose work i look at pretty regularly and then i go find new paintings. new or known I am happily lost in the resonance. then there's ray donavan he's always helpful, and i've read 3 really phenomenal books, in a week. Say what you will about facebook, my facebook family has been a great comfort during all of this.
re: keeping your frequency high - you're better off having your real feelings, denial of the ugly feelings will lower your frequency faster than rising above. high frequency is about accepting who you are, when you're there, and loving and having compassion for that aspect of self.
I am off to write politics now for MAWT. i might even wash my hair today. i am having the hardest time making myself wash my hair.
Live loud, love fierce, and suffer no fools. Kat x0x0x0x
Art - Max Ernst
HEALING UPDATE: so i continue to work with sharon. sharon is a nurse, retired, they called her up for the pandemic and now she has covid. we're starting the second week of energy work this week. though they say this is 14 days, i think it's 21. sharon is doing well, there was one day i was scared when i was working on her lungs so i said the pagan hail mary over and over for the hour i worked on her. i was quite relieved the following day when i put hands on her. what was there the day before was gone. castor oils paks continue to work quite well for pain and for lung ache. melatonin is also working quite well for Sharon. she sleeps without the bad dreams. i generally do an hour on her in the morning and a half hour at night. the one day i missed there was a noticeable weakening in the body. covid does fuck with your head because you really have no idea when it's going to be over, and/or if it's going to be over, and than what happens. covid gets into the cell - the covid spike fits perfectly into the ACE2 receptor. i think it's going to be the new way people describe a toxic relationship. we fit together like a covid spike and an ACE2 receptor.
Carey sent me a link to michael cottingham, whose doing some interesting work. he has a tincture he recommends. link at the bottom of the page. in case you're a tincture person, you might want to check it out. i have no idea if it works and i'm not saying it does because i don't know. i am going to make it, and try it though, but goddess knows where i'm going to find elephant tree.
it really is the blind leading the blind with covid. speaking with a doctor, he said, kat we just don't know. we don't have enough data. all my herbie friends and healers who are working absentee, keep a journal. write down what's working and what's not. the more information we share back and forth the better. don't forget to take care of yourself. so much love, k x0x0x
HEALING UPDATES: worked on florence 2x the day before yesterday. she was holding her own by the time we finished. the following day, yesterday, she went to have a blood test. when she got home and i worked on her, it was like everything i'd done the day before hadn't happened. the body was filled, with covid and what covid looked like were zillions of e capsules stuck together. there's a suffocating quality to this disease, it rolls over the interior of the body like asphalt. could not energetically go through the covid but was able to get energetically underneath the mass. for those of you who've studied with me: remember when i said lighten up your hands. sometimes you can push the energy too hard and it won't do anything. but if you lighten up the pressure, the energy thins, the strength of the energy remains the same. what happens when it thins is the molecular structure shifts. when it shifts like that you can get through mass. anyway that's what i did with florence and once i was underneath the mass i was able to pull crap out and find her energy grid. she since had a death in the family so i haven't worked on her today.
i did work on sharon. sharon was a beloved client of mine, in bloomfield, for two years. she's a nurse, retired, and was called back to the hospital for covid. they didn't put her on the front lines but they did put her in the cath lab where she'd worked before she retired. she said the hospitals are a nightmare, you can't even begin to imagine. people are dying in droves, there are no tests, there are no ppe's. nurses are being called up and told they have will have buddy/partner at work. they're told they will only be working so many shifts. it's all lies. every you tube you've watched of nurses crying or speaking of what's going on is true. by the way there are no tests and the tests they have don't work. so many false positives and negatives. anyway sharon called because she has it. she had the fever, she does not have the cough, she can't smell, she can't taste, but her lungs starting to hurt that had her worried. i said, i'll work on you, we'll see what we've got.
sharon was lying on a barcalounger, which was perfect. i think the hospitals should be full of heated barcaloungers for covid patients. she had very little mucus in her body but she had aches so bad, it made my fillings hurt. i worked with fire energy, saw fire under the lungs heating the lungs. fire energy stops covid in its tracks. i've said that before and i'm repeating. it doesn't cure it, but you can see cells burnt black and dead. morphed out of fire and into sun energy, sun energy in the third eye is very good, have it flow into the pineal, then you can pull it up through the crown chakra, have it connect with where the energy is flowing into the third eye. hold it for a few seconds and pull the triangle out. i asked sharon how she felt about a hot bath. she said, she'd love that. recently i've been hearing hot epsom salt bath after energy work. unless of course there's a fever. sharon didn't have castor oil or eucalyptus but a friend of hers was going to leave it on the front step of her house. this is good, so tomorrow i'll find how the bath and the castor oil pak worked and let and let y'all know i also did a lot of work on the spleen. again, that's where my hands were called. Sharon is a yoga person, a regular practitioner, and it makes for slippery, meaning there's a glide to the removal of the nasties, we talked about love. i have seen covid knock out countless immune systems, but it cannot knock out love.
strong scented essential oils are great to sniff 3 times a day. eucalyptus, peppermint, 7 bandits, pine. close one nostril and sniff deep, close the next nostril and sniff deep. humidifiers are wonderful a few drops of eucalytus or pine is very helpful. if you're working on someone with a lot of mucus, work the kidneys. kidney energy cuts through the mucus; no, i don't know it why but it does. the coughing is a nightmare because it's a dry hack and in the back of the throat and the patient can't get her breath. very strong peppermint tea is remarkably effective at soothing the cough. when i say strong i mean at least 3 bags in the cup. i think a castor oil pak would probably work very well on the back on top of the lungs. if you can breathe any kind of breath work will help. i keep hearing oxygen, oxygen, oxygen. if you're working on staying healthy do breath work, go to your tube, you'll find some.
i continue to study the virus. first off a virus cannot reproduce itself, a virus needs to get into a cell to replicate. When i first started studying the virus, i heard pay attention to how it "spikes into the cell." The virus enters the body through the nose, mouth or eyes, then attaches to (receptor) cells in the airway that produce a protein called ACE2. most of y'all have seen the spikes sticking out of covid-19. that spike is what's attaching to the cells that produce ACE2. in other words the cells that produce ACE2 are the doorways and the corona spikes are the key, From what i've read, you've got to have ACE2 so rather than blocking ACE2 receptors, researchers are trying to figure out a way to cover the spikes on the virus with antibodies to stop them from binding with the receptor cell without interfering with the effects of ACE2. it's almost to smart, to perfect, this virus. hard science tells me its a result of mutation but my jury is still out. still my focus is on cure.
once the virus is in the cell, it kills the cell. i'm told ACE2 cells are over the body, including the lungs. but from everything i've read and seen this virus aims for the lungs. the reality is there isn't enough data. we do not have enough data about covid-19 to determine an effective protocol for treatment because there aren't any goddam tests. the protocols that are in operation are ad hock at best. the medical community continues to work round the clock to keep people alive with an eighth of what they need. As my friend sharon told me today, all the nightmares you're hearing about in the hospitals are absolutely true.
the healing community is coming together in a big way. we are talking, we are sharing, we are posting what works. i don't know a healer who doesn't study, who doesn't read everything she can get her hands on. so keep letting me know what y'all are doing and i will keep y'all updated on what's happening here in saugerties.
So much love, kat x0x0x0
HEALING UPDATE -- so tonight i worked on my beloved florence. she was able to talk today after we finished. this is good. worked on her kidneys tonight, kidney energy absorbed and broke down mucus. don't know if this will work for everyone but it worked tonight. humidifier in room is key. best essential oils for humidifier - i like breathe easy and road bandits from sunrose aromatics. several studies were done re: plane flights and the bacteria in the air. the same air, bacteria and all, is recycled over and over. it's been proven, scientifically proven, that harmful bacteria in the air can easily be killed by using certain essential oils on the air filters. i think a diffuser in every room on for 25 mins in the morning, and 25 mins at night with road bandit or breathe easy can't hurt. as per sunrose people are getting good results with bergamot also. do not run a diffuser all day, you don't need it. a little dab will do you.
watched an amazing video made by a doctor on the front lines who thinks covid is more akin to altitude sickness than pneumonia leading to respiratory arrest. the thing is nobody really knows what this thing is and the old paradigms of healing, alternative and traditional, don't apply. the reason they're putting people on ventilators is because their lungs don't work. their lungs don't because the fabric of the lung itself is filled and filling with mucus. they have no idea what to do with the mucus or how to stop the mucus so they put people on ventilators to force oxygen into them.
i think slippery elm lozenges are best for the cough. you can get them from swanson vitamins for $4.55. when you're working on someone there's a good bet they'll start to cough. keep one hand on the throat chakra and place the other on the back. middle of the back a little below the shoulder blades.
covid is remarkably uncomfortable. you cannot speed the healing; you cannot expect to be well in a certain amount of time. anything to make the person feel more comfortable helps. rose hydrosol sprayed on the face feels amazing. an epsom salt bath after energy work is another powerful feel good.
spoke with my friend cathy, who's a pt and acupuncturist, in montclair. she sent me a bunch of vitamin information that i can't decipher and a link to an kick ass herb person. the thing about chinese medicine is it's very individual, what works for one may not work for another. but by the time the symptoms of covid are showing, there's not a lot of time. when people call they need me then, they need me working on them right then. how are they doing to do telemedicine if they can't sit up. if they can barely get to the bathroom, if opening their mouth and sticking out their tongue feels beyond overwhelming.
i am getting great info! thank you! please refrain from sending me any new age shit. meaning if you let go of this, that, or the other you won't get covid. it doesn't matter how spiritual you are or if you're satan incarnate.
love and health my darlings.
CALLING ALL ALTERNATIVE HEALERS.......i would love to hear from other healers who are working absentee on people with covid. just finished working on someone i love dearly who can't get tested. she clearly has it. the body is exhausted, every joint hurts, she has a hacking cough, and the headache is like a migraine on steroids. what i find helps the pain in the lungs is a castor oil pak. castor oil on a piece of flannel, place on chest, add heating pad. leave on for 20 mins. i was working heart and solar plexus, cleared it, but it turned out i hadn't, it simply moved to the back of her. so starting working hands front and back on the same place at the same time. there's so much fucking mucus, sun energy is effective, shrinks it, and you can scoop it out, but the mucus keeps coming. when i started to work on my friend today there was no chi at all in her body. by the time i finished i'd activated the chi. i've noticed that recently about my covid patients, there's no fucking chi. the chi doesn't kill the covid but there's a shift in being. clearly feeding chi, re-opening the chi grid is helpful.
usually i do absentee without any contact. now i start with whoever i'm working on, on the phone. covid is a very lonely experience, you feel like you're going to die and you're second guessing if you have it because it comes in waves. phone contact soothes and is part of the healing. last night i chanted to kali ma. i chant to kali ma, alot. anyway who should show up but green tara. this happens to me all the time. i chant/invoke one goddess and get someone else. anyway, it was definitely green tara. when i finished chanting i googled green tara and i landed on an interview with the dalai lama, who suggested chanting to green tara during the pandemic. 😂 good to know your invisible friends are with you, yes? green tara's chant is: Om tare tuttare ture soha. if you have issues figuring out how to pronounce it, go to youtube, and type in the chant.
i find working on someone with covid to be most effective if you do it twice a day. let them rest while you work on them. this not the time to discuss evolving consciousness. compassionate detachment is key. p.s green tara is great with that, which i learned when i was working with cancer patients.
i've also found that energetically covid sticks to the healers. clean yourself off afterwards!!!!
let's see, what else. today when i was working on my friend i kept hearing "mumps" she said, you think i have the mumps, i said no you don't have the mumps but i need to look up mumps when i finish with you today. "Mumps is a viral disease, highly contagious and spreads rapidly among people living in close quarters. The virus is transmitted by respiratory droplets or direct contact with an infected person..." i have no fucking idea what it means.....yet.
love beyond all reason, kat x0x0x0
painting - mira sbatii
I am a woman who helps worms off the sidewalk after the rain, so they won't be fried in the sun. I stop my car if a turtle is crossing the road, and stand in the middle of the road directing oncoming traffic so the turtle can make it safely across. I have willingly sat with the dying and shepherded their spirit to the other side. I hate drump, kushner and all their supporters. I want the reporters at one of drump's press conferences to stand en masse and say, "you're full of shit." You know you're feeling powerless when you hate someone beyond all reason. That's why people kill, you know. They feel so powerless, they can't live "right," they won't be "ok,"unless whoever's making 'em feel so bad is dead. Rumor has it hate doesn't accomplish anything; neither does rising above. I'd rather have the human experience of powerlessness, rage, and hatred, then the spiritual bypass of rising above. I will not split off from my feelings. All feelings, no matter how ugly, have right use, right action, but I have no idea what right use, right action is at this point. I am witch, I don't control my feelings; I do control my actions.
I cry a lot. I cry because people are dying alone. I cry because doctors and nurses don't have the ppe's they need and the reasons why are nothing but lies. I cry because when this is all over people will be starving in the streets. I cry because the virus is going to morph and this is not the end of pandemics. I cry because of stupidity and ignorance. I cry because i am alone and not young and beautiful anymore. I cry because as most alternative healers know (by this point) the virus has to be treated immediately, before the symptoms show. I cry because the planet is dying. I cry everytime I hear this is a tremendous opportunity for change. I fucking know that, but there's a whole middle you have to go through to get to the opportunity and along the way a lot of people going to die and maim and kill because they don't have the resources to live.
I want drump, kusher, all of 'em, locked up alive in refrigerated trucks filled with dead bodies.
Off to my altar now to connect with the divine within me and around me. Sharply aware of the world as it is, daily I imagine a world that can be; daily, I energetically connect with others holding the same dream. I hold the two worlds in my heart, watch the imagined world that can be making inroads into the solid world as it is. Energetic inroads catch and hold, they look like lava, move slow as lava, but they are moving and I have slim, numinous glimmers of hope.
Live loud, love fierce, and suffer no fools, Kat x0x0x
I just read that Americans feel better now that the stimulus passed. Which ones? I asked out loud, and for some reason that struck me as hysterically funny. Then I read that "Alteon Health, a staffing company backed by private-equity firm Frazier Healthcare Partners, will cut salaries, time off and retirement benefits for providers, citing lost revenue. Several hospital operators announced similar cuts." This is right up there with states being forced to bid for medical supplies and then Drump swooping in, outbidding and buying it all. Capitalism at its finest. Do you ever wonder what the end game is? Seriously, the end game of this toxic economic system the people en masse collude with because they have no idea how it actually works, or even if they do know how it works, what are you gonna do? I am told to stay positive. I am told to find peace within. Respectfully, I have no peace within right now because of future visions, and I refuse to deny my anger. I refuse to deny how powerless I feel in this moment. I refuse to deny how my heart is breaking. I don't think peace is an absence of the so-called negative feelings. I think peace is an acceptance of feelings, an acceptance of where you are, an acceptance of your intrinsic humanity, without the need to change it into something you're told is a better way to be. I don't like feeling the way I feel right now. I don't like what I see, I don't like the remarkably painful reality taking form in the collective unconscious and I don't know what to do, what actions to take....Yet. I do not believe in terminal uniqueness, if i'm feeling this way quite a few others are too. We are in the waters of what can be overcome.
The sun is out and the birds are chirping and I'm going to walk.
Live loud, love fierce, and suffer no fools. Kat x0x0x
Katherine Manaan - Political Witch
Dove - Picasso