GODDESS HEAL MYSTIC - JULY 2018 NEWSLETTER
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Goddess Speak July 2018 – Big Dreams And Visions
Hello my darlings,
It’s July 4th as I write this and I am lying on midnight blue velvet couch with the ac blaring, and quite content. There’s a parade in Saugerties today, cars are parked up and down the street, motorcycles are vroom-vroom-vrooming back and forth, but it’s 105 degrees on my porch and I’m not going anywhere. I really love this little apartment. As most of y’all know I’m in my second year of living in Saugerties and it struck me yesterday, as I was painting the bathroom pink, that I feel like I’ve finally moved here. Perhaps it has something to do with clearing 20 years worth of stuff out of my file cabinets and drawers. Maybe it’s just a pink bathroom makes me happy, or maybe it’s all of the above, and I’m just grateful to be alive and healthy.
It certainly wasn’t that way last week. When I get down, really down, I’m quite convinced life is not worth the price of living. I’m blessed because I have friends with whom I can get in touch, and vent without fear of being judged and someone trying to “fix,” me. It took me close to 40 years to find out what my feelings were and i'm not interested in someone trying to jolly me out of them.
We’re on the planet to evolve and we evolve through the emotional body; we evolve through the experience of feeling. We evolve through feeling by processing/feeling our feelings. The first time i ever heard about "having feelings," was in 1975. I'd just moved to New York and was living in a high rise on the Upper East Side. A high class escort lived on my same floor. She was also an astrologer, had the most amazing pot, and was kept by a Texas billionaire whose only desire was to lie at her feet naked, wearing a dog collar. I knew her first as an astrologer, and a damn good one, and knocked on her door one morning in hopes of a quick reading about my rock and roll boyfriend.
Upon opening the door, she said, very matter of factly, "I'm having feelings today, I can't do a reading."
I thought that was the most amazing comment I'd ever heard. "Having feelings," Oh my goodness i was so intrigued. All these years later the concept of having feelings isn't quite so intriguing, (ha!) but when I give myself the time and space to have my feelings, to truly process my feelings, I always benefit. ALWAYS.
When i work with my beloved clients helping them to process their feelings, they ALWAYS benefit. Usually in the most unexpected ways.
Give yourself the time and space to have your feelings. This is not always possible on a daily or even weekly basis, but it is possible once a month. Keep in mind you are not your feelings; your feelings are simply a barometer of what’s going on with you. When the going hurts, say to yourself, “Just for today, I refuse to judge me. Just for today I will love myself beyond all reason and know I am held in the wings of Isis.”
July is shaping up to be a pretty cool month. Yes, everything’s retrograde and we’re in eclipse season, but rather than approaching the coming energies with fear; try stepping aside and dreaming big. Jupiter is turning direct July 9th and encouraging you to think about a vision for your life. In my experience, coming up with a vision for my life is/was hard. There’s something very specific about having a vision for your life and specificity was never one of my strong points. Besides what if I came up with a vision that wasn’t as good for me as the vision the Universe/Lady/Lord has for me? What about that, huh? What I heard was, “Vision begats vision; you have to be willing to create a vision in order for your most compatible and beneficial vision to reveal itself. You are ever refining your vision.” I got what they were saying, but all I could think was more work, are you fucking kidding me? My guides laughed. “You’re not working on yourself, (I forget that a lot.) You’re creating. This is the joyous discipline of creating.”
This month try investing more thought and feeling into what you want, rather than why you can’t have it. Here’s an exercise that will help:
Feel/see something you want. Now be aware of one feeling/thought that tells you, “no way you can that.” Feel/see that thing you want suffused with sunlight; imagine the obstacle melting away. Now continuing to feel/see the image of what you want suffused in sunlight, let a reason come to you why you can have it. See the reason suffused with sunlight. Breathe and hold the two images. When you’re finished say, “this or something better, so mote it be.”Most cell phones have a recorder on them. This is a great little exercise to record and listen to on headphones.
If you feel like you’re banging your head about against the wall trying to figure
out what you want in your life, simply make a list of what you don’t want.
Then write the opposite alongside. Then do the sun exercise I described in the previous paragraph. If a life vision feels like too big a stretch right now, just choose something you’d like to have. It doesn’t have to be anything esoteric, it can be new running shoes, or a vacation, or book shelf. You can use the exercise for the big picture and the little. You can also make a vision board. Get yourself a big piece of poster board and paste pictures of what you want on it. Hang the board somewhere where you see it a lot.
Jupiter is going direct July 9th. He’s the big picture. Dream big, think vision. Mercury is going retrograde July 26th, he’s the little picture, the everyday, the details that turn squirrely. Mars is retrograde so when the details go squirrely (and they will) be careful not to bite someone’s head off, or shoot yourself in the foot. Keep coming back to the dream — even when you’re taking actions to clean up the mess that can be a Mercury retrograde. About that dream, that vision? This is your dream, your vision: not your mother’s, your father’s, your best friend’s, your husband’s, your lover’s, you get the idea.
Listen to yourself, and those you know who have danced the fires of life. Open to the love within; She’s been waiting for you.
Live loud, love fierce, and suffer no fools! Kat xo
I embrace the joyous discipline of creating.
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I am loving all of you, Kat x0x0
I am loving all of you, Kat x0x0