Strange energies this week. Emptiness, WTF, now what? This is nothing you (hanged man) haven’t been through before; it will ease in the coming weeks when fire catches in the first. Enjoy the edge.
Healthy boundaries give wings to the person you're becoming. Unhealthy boundaries keep you stuck in survival mode. Some people will never see your point of view, no matter what you say, what you do, even if you're right. Hold still, let sadness/rage/hurt/frustration flow; instinctive right action will bumble to surface, when you're not looking, nudging, biting, smacking. STOP taking the bullet for other people's bad behavior. You are NOT the sacrificial lamb. Last I heard that job had been taken.
Strong need to analyze, to figure your way clear. Mental must serve the beauty otherwise it serves nothing. Detached intellect is not objective. It's a product of envy and envy is about keeping other's (and you) cut to size and manageable. Healthy mind serves instinct and intuition. Split apart and living separate they mutate into ugly. Soul mate love abounds. Either continue to live in the piss and agony of the past, or allow yourself to step into something scary new. Yes, it is an either/or decision. Insecurity can be beautiful because it's about vulnerability. Fantasy and reality come together. Desire, equal parts brutal and tender, and if you're not playing for keeps leave her/him/them alone. Creativity flows. What moves and touches you? What makes you tremble? Real honest-to-Goddess opportunities that will impact your future financial security. Turtle speed, no rabbits.
Libra season. The collective is swimming in the waters of Libran energy. Art comes first, partnership is all, and justice. Contrary to popular opinion, Libra's are not all sweetness and light, even though they think they are. They think they're logical and reasonable, which can be endearing. Or not. Libra’s are air, a mental energy, logic, reason. Ruled by Venus, they’re set up for an inner opposition and tension from the get go. Venus is decidedly not mental, she is beauty, love, sexuality, and sensuality. As per Lorna Bevan, the esoteric mantra for Libra is: "I choose the way which leads between the two great lines of force." Get thee to beauty and feel the boundary of body dissolve for a while. When you zip yourself back into flesh, know you contain all that beauty with which you were just One. Including justice – merciful justice. Get the fuck of Ereskrigal’s hook. She’s tired of you in her underworld and she has her hands full with that idiot Dante.
Do something that makes you laugh out loud. Long and yearn for what you don’t have — yet. Dream it into being. Essence, not form. Protect your inner tenderness and kind; consciously piss on the mean traps set by programmed expectations (yours and others) that have nothing to do with you or your life. This is not the time to hold fast to what was. This is the time to take the hands of yearning others jumping off the cliff with you. You’re not alone. Other, outside; new ways of living and being, forced to surface by flow and flux. The center no longer holds, the God created by man and his kind is dead. Enjoy the edge.
Live loud, love fierce, and suffer no fools.
art: Hilma as Klimt